March 2010
gina does not know what it means to be tripping...
February 2010
i really hate how terrible i've gotten at...
i thought microwaves cooked from the inside out?
i like kody sometimes.
but now is just not one of those times.
SHUT UP, KODY!
make believe, not war.
but did she realize she was pretending to give a...
when things are askew, just try something new.
i'm just an over emotional piece of shit.
i'll have goddamn conversations if i wanna have...
hello jadeftw.
jadeftw:
ellolaynuhh:
jadeftw:
ellolaynuhh:
jadeftw:
ellolaynuhh:
jadeftw:
ellolaynuhh:
just wondering, do i know you?
I dunno, Tumblr suggested I’d follow you. O_o
oh, alright. thanks(: btw, aim?
welcome(: it’s jadelovesbeatles, i don’t really go on anymore though.
oh, any other form of communication that you do use?
I’m your friend on facebook :o I was unaware of that....
no, not jordan.
if only.
i had a dream last night. it was wonderful.
there was a boy, a very nice boy. we met, and fell in love. he treated me right and couldn’t get enough of me. told me that i was his world, his everything. we never fought and were always happy. he thought i was the prettiest thing in the world even when i was not. my mom even loved him, ‘cause he made me so happy, and was always a perfect...
i really do.
stop feeling like i don’t care. you know i do.
stop feeling like i hate you. i couldn’t hate you, ever.
i love you, you know that. i will always love you. i will always be here, no matter what, forever. we’ve been though so much, nothing could change us. things will change, no stopping that, but we’ll remain the same. please understand this.
i don’t know...
i like that you care.
no sarcasm there. i like to know that you care, ‘cause i know that you do. and it’s comforting.
apprehensive:
in fear or dread of possible evil or harm,
mentally upset over possible misfortune or danger.
thats me right there. always worrying about what might happen. never getting my hopes up, so they can’t be knocked down. just worrying, worrying, worrying.
i need some help.
smile.
it’s so goddamned unbearable. knowing that it wont be more than what it is. i mean, i try to accept it, think that it will be what it was before this all, but then no. everything changes again. i can’t deal with it. i can’t deal without it. i don’t know what to do.
so i’ll just put on a smile and pretend to accept it.
